self destruction. on We Heart It
Today I saw my ex with his new, skinnier and prettier gf. She came to visit him(we work together) and work even though I asked him to keep his relationship away from work because it hurts me. I just cut again. And when he say me getting a band aid to make I didn’t bleed though my leggings, he went off on me. He said that the reason that he cheated and left was because my self hate was to much for him and that if I could learn to like myself, he would drop her in a heartbeat and get back with me. He then proceeded to massage my thighs. This just makes me hate myself even more because, he is honestly perfect and I’m scum.